with a note to Charles J. Langdon
8 March 1869 • Hartford, Conn.
(MS: CU-MARK, UCCL 00271)
Hartford, 8th—
Livy dear, I am only going to r write a page,—simply to be talking to you though it be for only a moment. I have been hard at work all [day. I ] do wish I had you here to help me, sweetheart. I wrote a long newspaper article last night, & it kept me hard at it till 11 o’clock. It was Sunday & I ought not to have been at work—had resolutely [foreborne ] to glance at page or proof of the book—but then this was one of those that must be written instantly, while the fever is on, for it can never be resurrected again.1 I went to bed, then, & read the Testament now & then, & now & then the Autocrat of the Breakfast Table, till [3 ] in the morning2—but the excitement of writing so furiously (26 pages in a very few hours) & so interestedly, had made me permanently wide-awake, & I couldn’t conjure up the faintest shadow of sleepiness. Then I turned down the gas, & for two hours I lay still & thought—thought of—. Well, you know the subject of my thoughts as well as I do. But do you know, I found that you were just as sleepless a subject as any other, & I couldn’t [have any] success. But finally, about daylight I dropped off, & never woke again till 9.30, when I got up & have been at work ever since. [in top margin Translucence.] 3 When I went out to after breakfast to see if there was a letter from you (none, my love, but I was not really expecting one, from what you had said, though inwardly wishing that I might be pleasantly disappointed,) I met ‸saw‸ Mrs. Burton4—was approaching her from behind, & arrived just in time to receive her in my arms as she lost her balance & fell backwards when climbing into her carriage. She was surprised to find it was not a stranger. She invited me to come up to dinner at 6, & now in the course of 5 minutes I am going to start. Saw M And I’ll call on the Hookers or die. Saw Mr. Hooker a moment after I left Mrs. B. He was the very man I wanted to see. Because I like him, in spite of prejudice & everything else.
With a kiss & blessing, [Good-bye ], Livy darling.
‸For all time‸ ‸Yrs‸
Sam
[uncanceled three-cent stamp:] 5
‸Charlie, please tell those tailors6 to make me a vest & pants like those they have made for me before. The rest of this letter is for Livy.
Sam
‸Miss Olivia L. Langdon.
Elmira
New York.
[docketed by OLL:] 51stExplanatory Notes | Textual Commentary
Source text(s):
Previous publication:
L3, 148–149; LLMT, 83, 358, excerpts and brief paraphrase.
Provenance:see Samossoud Collection, p. 586.
Emendations and textual notes:
day. I • day.—|I
foreborne • [sic]
3 • 3 3 [corrected miswriting]
Good-bye • Good-|bye