29? November 1868 • New York, N.Y.
(MS facsimile, damage emended: Davis, UCCL 02771)
daniel slote.slote, woodman & co., blank book manufacturers,
webster
woodman.nos. 119 & 121 william street,
wm. a. mauterstock.
frank bowman.
p. o. box 21.new york, Nov. 29 1 1868.
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[Rondout & Newark & one or two other ]places, I go West to deliver 21 lectures at $100 a piece—beginning at Detroit, Michigan Dec. 23, & ending at some Wisconsin town Jan. 182—after which I have promised to preach in New York city for the Fireman’s Fund.3 I would send Ma some money, but Dan has gone home (he is my banker,)4
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Now—Private—Keep it to yourself, my sister—do not evenhint it, to any one—I make no exceptions. I can trust you. I love—I worship—Olivia L. Langdon, of Elmira—& she loves me. When I am permanently settled—& when I am a Christian—& when I have demonstrated that I have a good, steady, reliable character, her parents will withdraw their objections, & she may marry me—I say she will—I intend she shall—the earth will cease to turn round & the sun to traverse his accustomed courses when I give it up. Cool, deliberate, critical Mrs. Fairbanks says her peer does not exist upon earth—& cool, deliberate, critical Mrs. Brooks of New York, says the same, & I endorse it with all my heart. Both have informed me frankly that neither I nor any other man [is ]worthy of her & that I can never get her. What will they say now, I wonder? Her parents have refused to permit the attentions of anybody, before, but I was mean enough to steal a march on them. They are not very much concerned about my past, but they simply demand that I shall prove my future before I take the sunshine out of their house. I have made that household spend several sleepless nights lately. But they all like me, & they can’t help it. Now you know why I was so savage & crazy in St Louis. I had just been refused by my idol a few days before—was refused again afterward—was warned to quit after that—& have won the fight at last & am the happiest man alive. If I were in St Louis now you would see me in my natural character, & love me. I drink no spirituous liquors any more—I do nothing that is not thoroughly right—I am rising. I think Mrs. Fairbanks (who loves me like a son,) will go beside herself for joy when she hears of my good fortune. For in her eyes & mine, Livy Langdon is per fection itself. Mind—no word of this to anybody. ‸The above is my address for ten days.‸ 5
Affectionatly
Sam.
Explanatory Notes | Textual Commentary
Source text(s):
Previous publication:
L2, 294–296; LLMT, 28–29.
Provenance:At least this private part of the letter was returned to Clemens, presumably by Moffett, for it survived in the Samossoud
Collection until 1947 or later: sometime between then and 1949 Dixon Wecter saw the MS there and made a typescript of it. Davis
evidently acquired the MS, by gift or purchase, directly from Clara Clemens Samossoud sometime after 1947 (see Samossoud
Collection, pp. 515–16).
Emendations and textual notes:
daniel . . . 1868. • [not in; see Copy-text above]
Rondout . . . other • []on[d]ou[t & N]ewark & one [o ] other [partly cut away]
is • is is [corrected miswriting]