Yours of the 20th came to hand this morning, & I am glad enough to hear that my visit did not lessen me in your regard. I dimly feared the contrary. Don’t be afraid to write sermons—I am perfectly willing not only to receive them but to try to profit by them. Your advice about the building of the lecture I shall strictly follow. I shall try very hard to make it a creditable one. If diligent effort will do this I shall accomplish it. What I want, a hundred times more than “study,” is a cheerful day—an untroubled spirit. I hope for such a day.
I shall start day after to-morrow (Saturday) at 8 A.M., which will bring me to Cleveland Sunday morning. Then I will leave Cleveland Monday morning. I have some idea of spending Tuesday in Elmira—will talk with you.1
I have received a very jolly letter from Mr. Langdon & one from Charlie. Mr. L. was very low spirited when we saw him last.2
I have thought over & over again of writing that squib for the Herald, but I have not once been in a happy humor, & could not do it. There is [something ]in my deep hatred of St. Louis that will hardly let me appear cheery even at my mother’s own fireside. Nobody knows what a ghastly infliction it is on me to visit St. Louis. I am afraid I do not always disguise it, either.
I missed Mr. Fairbanks’s friend Cleland,3 in Chicago—couldn’t happen to catch him in. I was mighty busy in that town, too.
I wish Mr. Fairbanks would see that photographer & get my imperial-size pictures & hold them for me, till I come.4
I shall probably telegraph my approach from some point along the line of the railroad on Saturday [night.]
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Explanatory Notes | Textual Commentary
Source text(s):
Previous publication:
L2, 252–254; MTMF, 37–38.
Provenance:Thomas Nast Fairbanks presumably owned the MS and supplied Wecter with the TS
(see the textual commentary for 24 and 25 Dec 68 to Fairbanks, pp.
583–84, and MTMF, 55 n. 1, for discussions of another Wecter transcript made from a
Thomas Nast Fairbanks TS). □
Emendations and textual notes:
Sept. 24 • Sept. 24 [1868]
My Dear Mother— • [Wecter inexplicably deleted these words, then marked them ‘STET’.]
something • something | (over) [Wecter’s indication that his transcript continued on the recto.]
night. • night. ‸ [ no complimentary close given ] ‸ | [no signature or close is given in this typescript] [Wecter’s description; he used the revised wording in MTMF.]